Wednesday, June 23, 2021

Dear Cabbit...u said magick words...

"I don't need them"
"There's a difference between want and need"
And "happiness doesn't come from money".

This is when the plot gets good.

I'm really pleased u picked me 2 get 2 b the 1 to say "aww, but u is so much stronger now!"
And 2 b a safe place 4 u 2 come when the rest of the world is chaos.

Also, somehow I just know..
Ur bday is going 2 b soooo awesome...
N I bet it'll have somethin 2 do w/notes 4 me..
Past & present.

If not, it's still fun to imagine it, lol

Wednesday, June 9, 2021

Dear Cabbit...high caliber patience..

Wait..
Go..
Wait..
Stay..
Wait..
Go...
Wait...
Come here..
Wait..
Go away..
Wait..
Leave me be..
Wait..
Please don't go..
Wait..

This has been ur Cabbit trail pattern..
For quiet some time my love..
5:55

It's def helped me gain a divine level of patience and fortitude..
You're lucky your worth it...lol

Saturday, June 5, 2021

Dear Cabbit...the most important ingredient in home made french toast...

It's music.
The song you sing to yourself while you make it.
Whether the radio is on or not.

🥰🥰🥰

Wednesday, June 2, 2021

Dear Cabbit...*hugs*

I miss you.
I know you miss me.

I still think of you lots, an pray for your happiness and good health often.

Tonight I'm cuddled up with lil lion and lady bunny, gettin ready fall asleep so we can get our oldest up in the mornin to get to go for some breakfast with you..
I'm proud of you for sayin yes to that.
And havin faith it's gonna be great for you both, and that if there are any squishies for anyone including me, they'll be minimal.

Also, I'm def getting into quittin smoke soon.
That tweet song you sent months ago; still true. 
Smokin smokin.
Thinkin of you...
*Sigh*

Idk that I can prevent the thinking of you.
Though it feels like I can at least find something healthier to put in my mouth while I think of you 😉

We'll see, I spose.