Monday, February 22, 2021

Dear Cabbit...all the evidence I need...

It's already been pretty obvious to me over the past year, that you love me very much and just don't have the self esteem and self trust to get yourself on your feet and come back to me as a DM.
Funny thing, you already provided enough evidence through your words and actions for me to have my question answered from going to counseling - do you really love me or am I just a safe placeholder?
Though you indirectly provided me with the last bit of confirmation I'll ever need in order to know for sure what's on your mind most.
And it came in the funniest way.
Via you andor the QoSr trying to get your sister involved in one of our arguments and try to make me look bad, and all that ended up doing was providing to two things: 
1. You're both assholes - cuz I showed your sister the whole conversation we had; cuz I've nothing to hide, and it definitely didn't help your case.
2. You not only still love me, you think about me sexually every day, cuz you still have your favorite pic of me nakey on your phone for my caller ID pic. So every time I text or call, and every time you text or call me, and every time you look at your texts to text someone else, you still see me, in a pic I'd say is one of my most Divine.

And although I know you still have lots of growing to do, and I have no intention of telling you I know this in any other way, nor of giving you any easier of a time then you've earned lately, getting to see that delicious bit of evidence you either imcriminated yourself with, or let yourself be incriminated with, is just so delightful that I'll be laughing for months from that alone.
It def provides me with enough emotional security to know everything I'm doing in just being me and following my dreams, is perfect, and that you'll come to me when you're ready to stop being a big old baby crab about everything, lol