I saw myself in a dream, writing to you many things. I also saw you writing to me, of many things.
Then a friend suggested I write a journal, to give to you when we eventually reunite. That felt almost "right". So I thought about it for a while. Then, after I told you I was going to withdraw my priority focus & energy from you for a while, as you learn what you need to learn & prove to yourself what you feel you need to - this blog is that cooperative component.
It also dawned on me, while writing a Facebook post about realizing how each person comes into our lives to teach us something, and offer us opportunities to ask & answer your favorite question, "What do I want?" - that I know now, what we've teaching each other in this life time.
It's a few things actually:
1. Genuinely Unconditional Love - For ourselves as much as each other.
2. We are Worthy & Adequate; Perfectly imperfect "flaws" & all.
3 We're always together & reflecting each other, even when we're not physically together.
4. Everything's gonna be alright - it all works out.
Then you sent me a message, in response to my authentic message to you, about feeling hurt by some of your recent choices & my decision to continue manifesting a future we will be proud of (that our future selves are already proud of) - you ended that message with "I hope everything works out for you".
Which, at first, hurt.
I felt you feeling like I was saying you weren't adequate.
I felt you feeling trapped in your current situation.
