Dear Cabbit...the tower in the judgement...

Idk if this is going to be "goodbye" for a while or not...

I do know, I'm tired of hurting...

And waiting...

And I can feel myself naturally pulling away from the SoU, this blog, and other things connected w/you.

At least for a time.

I feel pessimistic, vulnerable, and hopeless.

All except for one little red thread...that hopes that somehow...somewhere...spirit will bring us back together...

Even that feels weak right now though...

I love you.

I'm tired of missing you.

And you seem to feel all attachments to me and kids is too huge of a burden...

So I might as well do the honors for you, and cut those ties.

Hopefully I'll be back to post again soon...

Though if not...

You know why.

Dear Cabbit...it's Lionsgate....roar...

Today is Lionsgate...8/8/2020

It's a "16" and a "20" day...the Tower and the Judgement...

Or the "Tower" w/in the "Judgement"...

Idk what all will happen today - between us and in the greater world.

I do know, in some way, it's going to be historic and memorable.

Dear Cabbit...swimming in jello...again...

There's a "feeling" that a friend and I have dubbed "Jello"...

When you feel things happening around you, and feel like you need to be doing something or stopping doing something, and also like the best thing to do at the moment is nothing at all.

Dear Cabbit...visions of you coming for me...

Dear Cabbit....Gardening at the Fork in the Road...

Dear Cabbit...like moths to flames...

Dear Cabbit...hold on...as masks...and gloves...come off...

I'm getting the sense dearest, that this weekend is going to be one that'll be spoken of for a while...

Especially w/the aqua full moon w/the sun in leo on monday...

That means a huge build up of energy between the Group and the Individual...

Between surrendering to the Group and "Traditions", and Standing in Personal Power...

W/everything you've described was coming up...

On top of this week building up to that full moon...

I get a sense that karmics are going to start flashing their teeth, removing the masks they've been wearing, and start going towards the more forwardly 'aggressive' side of the 'passive aggressive' tactic..

Revealing the depth of narcisstic energy that's been consuming them for quiet some time...

Not a pretty sight to see...

It feels like this is happening cuz you've been upholding your boundaries, a feeling which fills me w/faith that you intend to continue to do so...