I'm getting the sense dearest, that this weekend is going to be one that'll be spoken of for a while...
Especially w/the aqua full moon w/the sun in leo on monday...
That means a huge build up of energy between the Group and the Individual...
Between surrendering to the Group and "Traditions", and Standing in Personal Power...
W/everything you've described was coming up...
On top of this week building up to that full moon...
I get a sense that karmics are going to start flashing their teeth, removing the masks they've been wearing, and start going towards the more forwardly 'aggressive' side of the 'passive aggressive' tactic..
Revealing the depth of narcisstic energy that's been consuming them for quiet some time...
Not a pretty sight to see...
It feels like this is happening cuz you've been upholding your boundaries, a feeling which fills me w/faith that you intend to continue to do so...
Not that you'd have much choice honestly, if the energy I'm picking up on is correct.
As when karmics take off their masks off, that's usually cuz they feel like you've seen through their games and manipulation tactics....which for them, means something like - "if I can't have you, no one can..." and "if you're not my friend/lover, you're my enemy.."
And when ppl act like that, it's actually pretty easy to keep our boundaries up.
I have a feeling this is part of what's called a "Divine Intervention"...
Which is usually a combination of you praying for help, me sending prayers for your healing, us both doing healing work - and Spirit saying "OKay! Time for a shake up! Time to move it on up!"
Anyways...
My Cabbit...
I love you.
You can do this.
I'm doing my best to send you what feels a good mixture between "safe enough" and "bold enough"..
It's hard not to want to message you a bunch, to tell give you tons of boosts and reminders that you can do this, are worthy of your freedom, and that I love you...
Though aside from this weekend being hugely chaotic on it's own...
I think Spirit is setting things up the way they are happening, so that you are put in situations to where you have to look within to get the encouragement I give you...which is good...cuz once you can do that, you'll feel so much better...
So I'm just going w/what feels the most right, while trying to pace myself and be patient...
Give you space while providing a little light for you to follow out of the dark...
It's all I can think to do right now...
When Spirit shows me what's next, or you give me some signal it's okay to do more...then I'll do that...and try not to add too much "gusto" in it...lol
I know you're going to need your shell time...regardless of what all gets cleared this weekend alone...
Sigh...
That picture of the movies...I'll be fantasizing about the next time we get to pick through a costco container of mixed nuts, m&m's, reeses, and all our favorite yummy snacks, while we cuddle and watch movies and giggle about the absurdity of this all...
You really can't make any of it up...lol