Idk if this is going to be "goodbye" for a while or not...
I do know, I'm tired of hurting...
And waiting...
And I can feel myself naturally pulling away from the SoU, this blog, and other things connected w/you.
At least for a time.
I feel pessimistic, vulnerable, and hopeless.
All except for one little red thread...that hopes that somehow...somewhere...spirit will bring us back together...
Even that feels weak right now though...
I love you.
I'm tired of missing you.
And you seem to feel all attachments to me and kids is too huge of a burden...
So I might as well do the honors for you, and cut those ties.
Hopefully I'll be back to post again soon...
Though if not...
You know why.
