6 years...

 Dear Cabbit...

After writing the last post, I thought to look back the see when I wrote my first post on here...

Is it real or is it snow?

I find myself a predicament. 

Young J's behavior isn't okay. It's not healthy for him to grow up treating me as he does,

Dear Cabbit...the next chapter..

 Yesterday I went to the hb edu class I told you about. It went well.

Dear Cabbit, missing Golden tree thoughts..

 There are so many things I wish I could tell you about what happened recently, and why the golden thought tree has gone away..

Dear Cabbit, It Is

I was just looking back on this blog while getting my new biz blog set up, and thought "wow. the last time I wrote anything here, was dec 2021. Almost two years ago now..."

Dear Cabbit, being moved by that which you cannot control...

 When I went on my road trip, I asked one of the pipe carriers for the dance, to pray for and with me about some things I wanted; for me. Just for me this time. No agenda for others, no trying to save you, not for the kids. For me...

Dear Cabbit, shadow storms and rainbows

E and I decided the other day, that the opposite to a shadow storm is rainbows.

Feels fitting.

Also reminds me of your heartsong; "Lovers, dreamers and me".

Dear Cabbit, My Memories are MINE

I've been thinking about the pirates and their nonsense..

Dear Cabbit, New Spiralcycles

 Of course, it's 10:51pm = "7"

I still giggle cause I know that makes you think about your eggplant, while it makes me think about magick, synchroncity and the beautiful spaces between and around us.

Dear Cabbit; the tale of Cabbie and his Backpack..

GoodEvening my budding Gentlemen =)

I mostly just stopped in to tell you I love you..

Dear Cabbit....high caliber...

 I went to put on my playlist to do some writing too, since our youngest is quad riding and I dont wanna speak my thoughts out loud around him..

Dear Cabbit...the Old Codes no longer Apply...

This has been a repeating sync lately...

Dear Cabbit...looking away for a season..

It's interesting to be in this time and space...

Dear Cabbit....tears that sting..

Today I'm thinking of many things..

Dear Cabbit...karaoke with boys..

I find myself in an interesting moment..

Dear Cabbit... you've become a pirate...

I keep hearing that line from Hook..

Where granny Wendy looks at grown up Peter after his son describes his adult life..

And she looks at him with genuine shock..

And said, "Peter... You've become a pirate.."

Dear Cabbit....Day 4

Old karmic cycles, loops, contracts, and binds are releasing as I write this...

Dear Cabbit... I've defended your honor...time after time...

I was just thinking about it..

I've completely disconnected from anyone who ever tried to use our connection to get me to do something for them, or who tried to suggest I shouldn't believe in you..

Dear Cabbit... trust fall...

Today I ended the very close and deep friendship I had going since shortly after our missions started..

Dear Cabbit...high caliber patience..

Wait..

Go..