I think since deciding to watch far fewer readings, not acknowledge so many signs, and to fill my time with activities I enjoy...
That's when the syncs come in and make me laugh..
At both of us and all things.
Most esp as I know you're having the same thing happen to you.
Our consciousness loves to laugh in certain special ways we only usually feel in the 3d when together...
Until now..
As our 5d selves start to tease each other..
Anyways..
Today I got on to check my yt, and saw that most of the readers I trust are saying that you're preparing your words, that you regret what you've said and done, and that you see me as some sort of deity or something.
Feels like the return of the "High Caliber" conversations, lol
"You've got a friend in me", just came on the radio.
I've been seeing many toy story references lately..
Most esp connecting to that song.
I can only assume that you're either feeling like you're missing me as your friend...or you're hoping I'll still hold a little faith in you...to stay my friend...to gnow what's going on intuitively..
"You just call out my name.."
Funny enough, my Spirit will always run right to you...
When you call or text, I still get butterflies.
Still get excited, even if I'm afraid of or aware that we might fight.
Anyways.
I'm gonna finish preparing to go to PO.
Visiting some friends for the day.
Been a long time since I've gone away from the neighborhood for more then a few hours.
It'll be nice to spend the day away.
Then I can hopefully come back and be far more productive around the house.
That's what I'm working on again.
I did lil bits last year, to get my "wifey" game improved.
Cleaning, cooking, hygiene, and image.
Getting clothes that look nice, feel comfy, and show off my feminine energy.
Smelling really noice.
Getting to house chores before anyone asks me to.
I'm working to getting that stuff on point this year.
Esp as, when I set forth to fulfill your request to "give up", I knew that there would be some space between us for a bit and that it would be a very big test of my commitment, and that it would again be time to focus on myself..
Something I'm far better at doing these days, thankfully.
Thanks to last year, actually, lol.
("Best of my heart" by Eagles just came on)
Plus, these are some of the areas I've generally agreed with you that I have been to improve.
Not just because you need that in a partner; mostly because I like being able to do those things and feeling like the ppl I live with appreciate my flow and contributions.
Just had to work through some traumas first, more from childhood, that made it harder for me to recieve that feedback and even harder when my own procrastination led to your frustration.
Didn't realize that until a few weeks ago.
Brain thunder, lol
Anyways..
I love you...
You're in my prayers..
Esp as I know there are many towers that have crashed and are crashing around you all at one time...
If only you weren't such a stubborn old goat sometimes, lol
I know Spirit has shown you infinite times, how to get unstuck and have harmonious relations and experiences with everyone.
How to face your karma; in many different ways.
Though you're almost as stubborn as I am.
Which is why I get it.
So instead of being scared for you or worried; as I was the first time around, I've decided to be amused and faithful.
Cuz I know you've got this.
That you're chosing yourself.
Having faith in yourself.
And likewise, having faith in me.
