Monday, April 5, 2021

Dear Cabbit...trying not to cry too loud..

Feels like that might be the name of an album I'll write some day..
That will contain all the words and feels I couldn't share here..
No longer wanted to post on FB..
And felt I could no longer share with you..

All the feelings that become the salt in the wounds of all the things I did say..
That you didn't hear even when I got brave enough to send or speak them..

I think another album will be "words that sting" and another "I didn't exist"..

That's how I'm feeling tonight..
Like I never existed to you..
And it certainly never mattered if I did..
Least of all right now..
When I need you...