I miss you..
I'm mad sad disappointed that things have had to have gone the way they have..
It feels like for all your accusations of me being controlling..
That you're the one whose controlled all of this..
To the point where the only option has been to get to this point...
Where I have to have ultimate control over the kids and myself..
And then sit here alone..
Crying in the car by myself some more..
Questioning my worth..
And my sanity..
Wondering if I wasted the best years of my life on this connection..
Or if this is just a bump in the road...
