Most esp you.
I am feeling the back and forth pull of whether or not to seek safety in new connections, though I'm much more strongly feeling the pull of just sitting still.
Which is actually fun, cuz I'm remembering all the times you told me that sometimes you just want to grab my hips and tell me to "hold still", which we both know is cuz you like the idea that it would be a challenge to get me to hold still, and love that I love that kind of stuff...
Anyways..
There have been several important readings, of the few I keep track of (it's much fewer these days), that have affirmed that message.
Don't seek new connections.
Embrace ours faithfully and be present with it, while just having fun.
With videos and the kids and karaoke.
With getting back into exercising and cleaning and working on me stuff.
Blue glass, Butterflies, and Ladybugs.
Junebugs too.
Anyways, I also have a feeling that you're "up to something".
Which is an interesting recycle to when you thought I was up to something about this time last time.
Which I was.
It just wasn't as devious or as big as you might've thought, it had more to do with my relationship with myself, and in terms of us stuff, it had much more to do with overall long-term us stuff, then anything immediate in the moment.
Which is what it feels like you're doing.
And I very much get the feeling that this weekend is going to be very Maverick + McGuyver.
It feels like it's more a test or setup for the rQoS then anything else, though it feels a bit like a test for me too.
Much like you were doing in those first 3 months from the hotels to the house; testing everyone to see what they were really all about.
Though now you see that I'm for real, and that your feelings for me are real.
And you're pretty sure hers aren't.
Though between the fact that you can't just maturely tell someone like her that you just want to be done and not have a ton of drama created from that, and that you're not fully sure it's safe to free yourself andor come back, you want to be absolutely sure of what your Intuition is telling you.
So you've set some kind of test trap.
11:44am 😂
Anyways, I'm gonna enjoy the absurdity of these thoughts, and of which of the many timelines will occur this weekend...
Cuz even if you genuinely have nothing strategic planned, I know Spirit does, and because of the alignment of the Libran Moon, I know this is all about justice and making things right.
Which means Divine Timing and Divine Interventions 😎
