All I know is that I feel like running..
Fast and far...
Both in my mind and in a literal sense...
And it tears me up..
Brings up an my tears..
Cuz I promised myself I could do it..
Be strong enough to hold on..
To be that kind unconditional one who could just...wait..
Idk how I'll feel later...or tomorrow..
Right now...I just feel like I don't want to feel anymore..
Cuz when I feel..
I don't feel strong enough..
Loving enough...
Intuitive enough...
I don't feel like enough...
