She just talked about a happening she heard about..
Where a man and woman got married, and when the husband went to push the cake into his new wife's face..
He forgot he still had the knife in his hand..
And got a little over competitive about getting her good with the cake..
So that when he finally felt he'd gotten her enough and pulled back..
There was blood on her white wedding dress and she said "look what you've done!"
That feels like two things...(5:11pm)
The first is what you're likely going through in the circus over there...
With the rQoS having been the masculine in this scenario, and having stabbed you with too many betrayals to the point where you're saying to her, "look what you've done!", while you emotionally bleed all over your metaphorical wedding gown...
Actually...
It feels like that's already happened several times and that this time is the last time..
Not just cuz you're genuinely tired of it..
But because the second thing that story feels like..
Is the contrast you and I just went through..
With me sending you the "regret" note and then pushing to give up ALL the way if that's your choice, and cut all strings...
Which is likely the point when you stood back and realized you were the one with the knife in your hand the whole time..
Not knowing you were so stuck in your stubborn need to "prove a point" about so many things..
That instead of proving all your points and getting to enjoy the win and ending that nonsense..
You proved my points..
And brought us back to where we were when you left...
With me in a bloody wedding gown..
Crying from being stabbed by you...
Shouting "Look what you did!"
...
Also, this marks more syncs about 'knives'..
Like the ones under your pillow..
Which were predicted long ago, as a sign of you going through a 10 of Swords time..
Which brings me to a funny feeling..
Of imagining when you are so awakened and conscious..
That you want to know 'how' I always knew things, and are in a place where you can understand the language of Spirit and see through my eyes, sort of.
I can already see the feeling of comfort and safety coming over you..
Feel you feeling so good about it all...
About knowing that I knew the whole time..
Not everything..
Though enough to have faith in the wider outcome, that I could have faith in you..
And faith in myself..
Enough to be vulnerable with you..
To give you the space to do what you needed to do...
Make the messes you needed to learn from..
Allow you to remove me from the pedestal..
To stop splitting...
And see that you love me even more as an imperfectly perfect incomparable human I am...
Cuz I'm the one that helped you learn how to love yourself and all your perfect imperfections and incompatibilities..
Helped you learn how to heal your own fear of being inadequate andor "replaceable"...
Idk..
Just rambling at this point..
I'm sure it'll make for good conversation later on...lol
